糖果 Candy (2006)

糖果，代表着是毒品和年轻女孩。
影片双重寓意下活色生香淋漓展现海洛因和性的羁绊下的撕扯，既惋惜又在心碎中戛然而止，留下既是悔恨又是不舍，那种难言的无声表达牵扯着观看者的心……
影片讲述一名艺术生漂亮如糖果般的女孩认识一男孩后，双双堕入爱河，为了找寻刺激而开始两人吸食毒品，从吸食到打针，在毒品这条道上越走越远。
荒废绘画的学业，两人同居，因无生活来源，女孩选择当站街妓女，得来的钱再让男孩去买毒品，颓废的两人过着行尸走肉般的人生，其间，因女孩发现怀孕，两人想改过自新，决定戒掉...

糖果
最终一个人看完了它。旋转着的电影，旋转的我，开头和结尾两次旋转的日轮。唯一缺憾是candy在房间里写满那些诗之后的剧情显得冗余。
我才明白对于一部爱的电影，原来是不愿再去多看的，不愿让它由于自己已知所有悬念，就让再看时褪色麻木了的感知覆盖初遇的印象。看完后我立刻给自己剥了颗糖吃。融化如同流产后无奈的血液汇入母体。末了我嚼碎它，在牙齿间作响，变成用餐时吃到的不快的沙砾。那夜躺在床上，你说你最想和我看那个电影，讲的是一个画家和一个诗人，主演是老版的那个小丑。你那天却好像忘了告...

从未想过疯癫的西斯莱杰演出过这么温馨的爱情片，完全颠覆了我对他的印象。以前我对西斯莱杰的印象就是那个疯疯癫癫的小丑，演员之外就是一个嗑药成瘾的坏人，但是这部片子改变了我对他的看法。而女演员 艾比·考尼什在这部片中的演出在我看来是她所有影片中最好的，甚至之前因为青春剧暮光之城让我把她当成了一个纯粹的偶像花瓶，总之这部电影带给我的就是颠覆颠覆再颠覆。好剧本好演员，值得慢慢品味。

从某网站看到了此电影的一个简单的影评，性瘾与毒瘾，但更多的我认为是毒瘾，对于性瘾来说描写的不是太多吧，可能我还没有感受到那一地步。见证了开始男主与女主的爱情，两人的爱恋，两人的分离。影片的最后男主的一句话的确引起无数的思考，说当时流产之后，女主却没有看一眼他们的孩子，是那么的瘦小。爱与毒，究竟是哪一个更重要？
关于吸毒者网上有不少的小说和影片，通过不同的例子给我们介绍他们的生活，让无数人感到可怕和惋惜。因为他们可能会图得一时的快乐，但是没有考虑到从长远的角度来说，对家庭，对社会造成多大的负担。明星吸毒的例子更是数不胜数，那种明知山有虎偏向虎山行的精神放到别的地方不是更好吗？当代的每一个人都应该好好的反思一下自己的行为值不值得做，应不应当做，应当怎么做。

Something about There's No Going Back
去年暑假温习了一遍《梦之安魂曲》，看到有介绍关于毒品的电影，有一部是澳大利亚的电影，叫糖果。完全被那一幅merry go round 的海报所吸引，但怎么找都无果，十一假期又找了一回，寒假又找了好几次，五月份的时候一位豆友给我发了，可惜格式不对只看了前七分钟，打算在亚马逊上买原著的我在昨天生日的时候歪打正着下载了整部电影，也算是最好的礼物了。
其实全片让我感觉最失望的是heaven太短，并没有极力渲染出两个人在毒品的欢愉中交织的太多美好，反倒是他们的争吵，嘶吼，叫喊有太多篇幅 ，不过也还恰到好处，尤其是candy抱怨电视声音，屋里光线，甚至圆珠笔划报纸的声音影响她睡觉的镜头，简直太真实。电影对于毒瘾发作的描摹更是一大亮点，candy怀孕后，二人决定戒毒，靠着Dan骗来的几千元，他们终于像每一对正常的夫妇，去大超市买果酱和饼干，搬进装有固定电话的公寓，躺上了铺有白色床单的twinbed，可惜一切关于戒毒的事都太难，密不透风的室内投射进苍白的阳光，床头的垃圾越攒越多，两个人因为全身难耐而痛苦…

「The future or the thing that gleamed. The present was so very, very good. I wasn't trying to wreck Candy's life. I was trying to make mine better. We wanted to share absolutely everything. Especially the best bits.」


「Here is the deepest secret that nobody knows. Here is the root of the root, and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky,in the tree called life, which grows higher than soul can hope, or mind can hide, and this is the one that is keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart. 」


「We'd found the secret glue that held all things together in a perfect place where the noise did not intrude. Our world was so very complete.」


「Everything we ever did. we did with the best of intentions, but events tumble! And the years pile up.The world is very bewildering to a junkie.」


「What do you think this is about? Sunday Lunch. It's a pretty simple t…

the saddest thing is that even though we tried really really hard,we just cant go back.
他们这么幸运，因为they are the right person for each other. 他什么都不是，懦弱而生活糟糕，但是她爱他。她和他在一起，什么都不对，那么痛苦，但他爱她。只这一点，就比千万人幸运。所以万事荒唐，但他们于彼此对了，一切都可以忍受。痛苦只是让彼此更加珍惜。
后面的放手，于我很轻，只是说明，生活不仅仅有爱情而已，但对于我，这什么都不是，这是生活之轻。我看到的生活之重，只是，不论你我多努力，即便感觉还在，我们也回不去了。

这是一部毒品与爱情并行的电影。
爱情的开始伴随着吸毒的开始，
爱情的快乐伴随着吸毒的快乐，
爱情的痛苦伴随着戒毒的痛苦，
爱情的迷茫伴随着戒毒的挣扎，
爱情的结束伴随着戒毒的成功。

爱情何尝不就像毒品。
在迷幻的旋转中开始，又在迷幻的旋转中结束。

另一个主角卡斯珀一个用毒品诱惑小男生的医生，他与丹是朋友？是父子？或者丹是卡斯帕内心不忍去触碰的一种有着特殊感情的人，看着丹在毒品中失去所有，卡斯帕最终在毒品中死去。

其实，每一个人的生命中都有那么一种”毒品“，明知是错的，但却选择了沉沦。自己想要掩盖，但却挡不住被发现，发现后的彻底斯里，痛哭流涕。有些人选择在沉沦中死去，有些人猛然醒来。

爱是人类终究的大问题，什么是爱，如何去爱，如何去表达爱，怎样维持爱，怎样结束爱……

有人说，人从哭着来到这个世上的时候，就注定了要在泪水和痛苦中度过。

还有人说，人生是一个天平，你经历的痛苦会和幸福一样多，如果你没有痛苦就没有幸福。

“Once upon a time,
there was a Candy and Dan."
"Things were very hot that year.."
"All the wax melting on the trees.."
"He would crawl on balconies,
climb everywhere."
"Do anything for her.."

"My Danny boy."

"Thousands of birds.
Thetiniest birds adorned her hair.."
"Everything was golden.."

"One night the bed caught fire.."
"He was handsome,
and a very good criminal.."
"We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars.."
"It was the afternoon of extravagant delight.."

"Danny,
the daredevil.."

"The day's last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks.."
"I wanna try it yourway this time."
"You came into my life really fast,
and I liked it."
"We squelched in the mud of our joy."
"I was wet thighed with the surrender."
"Then there was a gap in things,
and the whole earth tilted.."
"This is the business."
"This is what we are after."

"The monster in the pool.."
"chickens and runnerbeans.."
"Frid…

Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan.
Things were very hot that year.
All the wax was melting in the trees.
He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her,
oh Danny boy.
Thousands of birds,
the tiniest birds, adorned her hair.
Everything was gold.

One night the bed caught fire.
He was handsome and a very good criminal.
We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars.
It was the afternoon of extravagant delight.

Danny the daredevil.

Candy went missing.

The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks.
I want to try it your way this time.
You came into my life really fast and I liked it.
We squelched in the mud of our joy.
I was wet-thighed with surrender.

Then there was a gap in things and the whole earth tilted.
This is the business. This, is what we’re after.
With you inside me comes the hatch of death.
And perhaps I’ll simply never sleep again.
Th…