1. order over life. happily give up on life to restore the kind of order we deem ideal. pretended sadness couldn't even last for a single minute.
2. death releases us from eternal pain. it's a mercy.
3. 背景里的‘你会红’是怎么回事。At first glance, it's about compassion, sympathy or (racial) discrimination. On a second thought, it's more interesting to contemplate the role of guilt. Guilt could destroy a person. Rational thinking suppresses guilt because guilt will not improve the current/future situation one faces. Yet one couldn't help re-enacting in one's mind the 'crime scene' and experience, in imagination, the pains caused to others, as well as the relief one would feel if one had acted differently.
4. turned the tables. 在桥上看风景,看风景的人在桥上看你。
5. 命运的必然性。谋杀adolf他爸更靠谱吧。
6. [night route] 十分有共鸣,害怕自己死后留恋不已滞留人间。the bus was for life!…